I want a tattoo reallyyyyyy bad. im kinda scared tho so I am thinking that for my first tattoo, i just wana get something really small just for the hell of it… maybe on my ankle, on behind my ear, or on my finger…. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i just feel like being random and spontaneous =)
It’s so beautiful outside =) I got a lot of cleaning done, showered, had a great chat with a girl from down the hall, went on a walk to get my meds, and am now just relaxing in my room. maybe i’ll read a little, maybe watch some Netflix, maybe do some yoga, not sure. but I love that even though I have nothing more figured out than i did a few weeks ago, I’m in such a better place =) almost as if it were all just a bad dream.
Last week I got to see some friends I’ve had since i was 14 and then another friend came up last weekend and we spent it in Seattle and I was blessed with a beautiful saturday!! Missed an awesome concert and bowling with my church but there will be a next time.
Still kinda wishing I worked day shift but God must have some sort of plan for my schedule the way it is lol we shall seeee
tootles!!
:)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *breath* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I WANT A PANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for REALSSSSSS
Chocolate fondu is AMAZINGGGG
I’m ashamed of some of the things I have done recently.. and I picture myself having to admit all my faults (in detail) to my future husband.. what would he think? I guess I’m sort of feeling like I’ve lost worth.. and then the image of Christ as my creator, my father (super hard to grasp for me), my ultimate lover, and Him smiling at me and saying that He KNOWS EVERYTHING and STILL He loves ALL of me totally and completely and NOTHING can ever change that….
I dont know why all of a sudden this is impacting me so deeply. I’m sitting here crying and unable to sleep.
hmmmmm
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